Feelings

Why is it hard to be happy? Happy is just a simple short word with big meanings. Happy is when you met someone finally after so long of missing them, happy is when you eat something you love, happy is when you go travelling with your loved ones, happy is when you see little kids laughing and playing happily, happy is when you see both of your parents being happy together but not everything can makes us happy. It's difficult for me to feel happy these days, i get so sad all the time, i get stressed out on small things easily and i didn't even remember when was the last time i ever felt happy. So happy that i can cry.

People say love can make you happy but what if love makes you sad the most? I'm not a happy person like i used to be. I cry so easily too but i am trying my best to get my happiness back. It's not easy to find happiness (for me) but i know somewhere out there can make me happy. I just have to wait for it. I think being happy is when you care less about other people. Being happy when you get yourself close to Allah. Close to your parents and close to your friends.

I guess my happiness isn't here yet. But for the time being, 2 top things that never failed to make me happy, Food and Shopping. Oh not to forget Hiro. I've no idea what i would do without these 2 things and that 1 person.