90's kid

I miss those amazing years when all the tv shows are just simply amazing and how i LOVE watching Kenan & Kel, All That and many more. I spent most of my time watching shows at Nickelodeon and some from Disney's too. It's sad that they didn't showed it on the tv these days. I remember everytime before going to school, my brother and i usually watched these tv shows every single morning and how we LOVE the feelings of watching our favourite series. I miss my childhood years. It's not that much but at least we're happy. There's no iPad or tab or what so ever, the only thing that we had was just well toys and colouring books and puzzles, yet we enjoyed it soo much. I miss it. Really missing it. I can say that my childhood years was filled with wonders. I think i don't even know how to use the computer till i was in high school lol. But things changed. As we grew up, we have our own life and our own things to do. I didn't watched tv that much these days but if i do, the only channel i love watching will probably be Travel & Living and Asian Food Channel oh and star world.

Even the songs from the 90's i missed it. Really missing it so bad! I am a HUGE fan of Spice Girls. Yes i am one of those girls who went craaazzzyyy over Spice Girls and how i wanted their shoes so bad lol. Those 6-10inch wedges that they usually wore. I even had their cd's, posters and what not. I love the Spice Girls. There are more celebrities i like back then such as Britney Spears (her songs are the best during the 90's), Nsync oh how i miss them!! and even Steps (for those who know the british band called Steps). There's more actually and i think everyone missed it. The songs and tv shows from the 90's till early 2000's, ahh brings back the memories.

Aaaaa missing all of it! 

Desserts

I am a huge huge fan of desserts! Especially cakes and puddings. I love bread pudding the most and i know this may be sounds weird but eating bread pudding with maple syrup just adds up the tasty-ness! You should try it. Talking about desserts, for those who followed me on Instagram must knew that i love taking photos of any desserts which i think worth to take picture of it and the love for desserts just won't fade away. To know that there are some people don't like desserts or not a dessert person just sounds weird because how can you not love desserts right?

Desserts simply is the best thing to eat when you're sad or tired or i don't know, for fun can do too. Ice creams cakes and what not, desserts will always be the best companion if you're down or moody. If i went to any hotel buffets, the section that i love the most will obviously be the dessert section. Oh i just love hotel's desserts! You won't get to eat any desserts like the ones you found in every hotel so it is a must to visit the desserts section.

Now i leave you guys with the photos of desserts that i found on google. lol

*sigh*

Now i'm hungry looking at these!

Wishlist x Dreams

Creating a wishlist will not harm anyone wouldn't it? I have so many things that i wish to have in my wishlist and i know most of it will never come true but at least i have a wish on things i wish to have which can actually help me to work more harder to achieve the things that i have been wishing for! Ok here goes ;

1. Oh my CELINE

I always love Celine. It will forever be my dream bag. I just can't decide which colour should i get! Oh what am i kidding, i sounded like i can afford a Celine bag which everyone knows i can't even if i'm a working lady or so on because it is THAT expensive. You and me forever Celine. Even the fake Celine costs thousands too.

2.  Givenchy Antigona

I am basically in love when i first met this Antigona. It is the kind of bag that i'm always falling for. I love the black one the most. I'm not really into Givenchy but when i saw this Antigona, i am in awe by the beauty. Totally loving it! Perfect for go to go bag! 

3. Chiara Ferragni flats

Chiara Ferragni flats are just to die for! I followed her instagram and i'm in love with her life. She gets to travel here and there, met awesome people and have a successful life, what more can you ask for? I really wish i have a career like Chiara and her designs are just phenomenal! I love these flats!! I wish they have it here in Malaysia. I just love all the glittery on the flats and the cute designs on it. Love it to bits!

4. Fendi 2jours 

I have this 2 jours in blue but...it is an inspired one. Can't afford the original ones obviously. So i think it was last week if i'm not mistaken, mom and i went to Fendi just to see what's new etc since my mom likes the brand Fendi, so we went in and there it was, THE 2 JOURS! It is such a gorgeous bag!I It's even prettier in real life. the colours are just glamorous and yes the price is around 7 thousands. Yup not 70 or 700 but 7k. 7 thousands each. I mean where do i find that kind amount of money? I think this bag is perfect when you go to travel or just a casual day hanging out at the malls or somewhere because you won't find any bags that has this unique shape like the 2 jours. I'm drooling over the pink-peachy ones and the grey. 

5. Casio tr150

I'm not really a gadget person (that much) but i think i really need this Casio tr150 camera because i heard so many reviews saying that this camera is the best for those who likes taking selfies. It has this soft touch on it that it can make your photos look more beautiful than any other normal photos. I'm not quite sure about the price but i think it is quite expensive. I need this tr150! This is my first time knowing that Casio actually has invented cameras too. Cool huh. 

6. Travelling

To travel the world. Ahh yes everyone's dream to travel the world. My wish is to travel well at least half of the world would do with someone i love, exploring new cities, new cultures and new foods. Just what i've always wanted. 

7. Married

I think it's every girl's dream/wish to get married one day. This is one in my wishlist and i know it's a long long long way to go for me but every girl can dream right? 

8. Nike Air Max Thea

I don't fancy sports shoes that much but when i first saw this Nike Air Max Thea, i'm like WOAH! I've never seen a sport shoe looks so pretty and neat and just perfect for girls! It's not just for running or anything to do with sports, you can basically wear it for casual wears or if you want to wear it for travel etc it is perfect! Just look at how neat it is! It comes with pretty colours too. I should definitely go to the sports shops after this. 

- So basically my wishlist aren't that long. I don't really want that many wishes because i knew that i can't afford to make it all came true one day but it's okay, it is a wishlist. Everyone has a wishlist and it is fun to make one because you seem to think of the things that you wanted so so much and hoping it will come true one day. This is my wishlist. What's yours? xx

Feelings

Why is it hard to be happy? Happy is just a simple short word with big meanings. Happy is when you met someone finally after so long of missing them, happy is when you eat something you love, happy is when you go travelling with your loved ones, happy is when you see little kids laughing and playing happily, happy is when you see both of your parents being happy together but not everything can makes us happy. It's difficult for me to feel happy these days, i get so sad all the time, i get stressed out on small things easily and i didn't even remember when was the last time i ever felt happy. So happy that i can cry.

People say love can make you happy but what if love makes you sad the most? I'm not a happy person like i used to be. I cry so easily too but i am trying my best to get my happiness back. It's not easy to find happiness (for me) but i know somewhere out there can make me happy. I just have to wait for it. I think being happy is when you care less about other people. Being happy when you get yourself close to Allah. Close to your parents and close to your friends.

I guess my happiness isn't here yet. But for the time being, 2 top things that never failed to make me happy, Food and Shopping. Oh not to forget Hiro. I've no idea what i would do without these 2 things and that 1 person.

N x I

I have known this particular person, well let's just call him, Hiro. So i've known Hiro for almost 5 years now and basically i knew this guy throughout my whole teenage life and i still can't believe that we've been knowing each other for 56 months and few days. It's like i only met him yesterday and Hiro is someone who inspires me a lot. He showed me what love, life, to be patient is and everything that has opened my eyes. He's the only person that i can relate to with, he's the one and only who knows me inside out. Through ups and downs, he's always always there for me. Doesn't matter if i'm sad or just not in the mood to talk, he's always there to comfort me. To be short, he's the only person who knows me so well that sometimes the littlest thing which i don't even know myself, he knows it. It's like this person really is a gift from above for me. I can't imagine a life without Hiro. He's like my maple syrup in my bread pudding (yes i eat bread pudding with maple syrup).

Throughout this almost 5 years knowing Hiro, 5 years seems like 5 days. I am more than grateful to have known Hiro and as cheesy as this may sound, yes he's the kind of guy that i am falling for. I didn't even expected this to ever happened, really, i'm not really a person who likes to be in love (cos i hate heart break) or anything to do with love that much until years and years knowing Hiro, i think my heart finally finds it's partner. Of cos i want everything to run smoothly and i just hope hope hope Hiro will forever be with me to help me get through this life because ever since the 1st day of knowing Hiro, i can feel that he's the one. The one who's always there for me no matter what. He's (now i can say that) more than just my bestfriends, he's more than just a soulmate.

Cheesy post. I have no idea why so sudden i feel so butterfly inside.

HIMYM

So i've watched HIMYM Season 9 episode 4 just now and i am so mad cos i just can't wait for the final episode! Not that i don't like watching it i just want to know how's the ending will be like cos i've been watching the whole seasons already and to know that this will be the last season of it makes me feel un-patient about the final episode u know. I just want Ted to be with Robin, there's this thing about them that i love and how i hope that sooner or later they will actually end up together though i don't know how as they already revealed the mother but let's just hope a miracle will happen and they'll be together in the end. Hope so.

I'm just literally so sad about the fact that Ted still have feelings for Robin. I know it's not easy for him to move on and see his dream girl marrying someone else, his bestfriend for sure. Sigh i think i will cry during the last episode. Wouldn't it be really nice to have someone like Ted? Someone so in love with the same girl all over again eventhough he's been with multiple girls after robin.

If i were Robin, i would just say yes to Ted and start all over again. Oh myyyy i'm getting sooo emotional about a series right now lol i will definitely miss How I Met Your Mother after this.

I miss you

Have you ever felt missing someone so bad that you can smell their scents, you can feel as if they're here now with you, you just want to text him for hours non stop and you can't stop looking at their photos? It hurts missing someone so bad.

What more hurts when the two of you can't see each other than often *sigh*

Let's just hope our plan will works.