How's my 2014 so far? Simple, NOT GOOD. It's only the beginning of the year and everything seems to fallen apart and getting hard day by day. I know that things will never get easy as you became an adult where you have to do/handle everything on your own. It's tough. Sometimes i feel like quitting my studies and just travel somewhere else alone explore new things i love. But..life is not that easy.
My daily life is like getting so messed up even an organizer won't help. I've got so much things to do until i don't even know where to start! Jimmy's getting busy with his job and i understand that but somehow getting more busy each day is just haih can be stressful not to him but for me as well. We seriously need sometime together very soon. Which i don't even know when cos we both seems sooooo in love with our own lifes now -_- but oh well, can't do anything about it. No point of complaining each bits of it cos it won't change anything.
Moving on...i mean ok i love college life, i really do but at some point it can gets on my nerves and i can feel the stress-ness coming day by day. I've like tonnes of things to submit and i know ''the day'' is getting nearer now. Sigh. A year to go. how time flies huh? Despite all this, i know i should be grateful of everything that i have now. I am grateful really, Alhamdulillah. Grateful to still be here, alive and have foods to eat. Yummy foods alhamdulillah ya Allah i couldn't ask for more. Not to forget the backbones, my family especially the parents. *getting emotional now* tskk.
Anyways, i should be strong now. More stronger than i was before. I know i can do this and i know i can handle this on my own. I just have to be more open and try to accept things the way it is. I am an adult now and i must accept that fact.
I wish i'm somewhere in the middle east or UK. *sigh*
