2014

So i just got back from Miri 2 days ago and i did had fun while i was there. This time it was a really fast vacay and not really a holiday or should i say resting-ish holiday cos our maid just retired so we have to do everything by ourselves now. Like for me, my job is to clean the house, folding the clothes and cleaning my room and more than that. It was exhausting really. So it's not really a holiday for me though T_T i seriously need a body massage.

Anyways, 2013 about to end. But it's already 2014 in Australia. 2013 was a roller coaster ride for sure, a lot had happened. But what i learned in 2013 is that no matter what you do, no matter how full of craps your life is, just remember that you are here for a reason. Maybe the reasons not here yet but it will eventually. For most people 2013 maybe a wonderful year, especially to those who got married in 2013 or have a baby in 2013. But nonetheless, 2013 is not my year for sure. I am happy that it is about to end. Hoping for a new happy beginning and hoping that Jimmy and I will always be together despite the mess we had in 2013 but that just made us more stronger than we are now.

2013, thank you for everything. I had learnt my lessons.

Nothing to wish that much for 2014, just hoping for the best and filled with blessings. InsyaAllah. Here we go again.

Hi december

It's almost the end of  the year already. I still can't believe 2013 is almost done. done and dusted. what have i been achieving so far? None. 2013 is soooo not my year. a lot did happened during this year and i hated every single bits of it. 2013 is the year of stressness and sadness for me. and to my surprise i'm not quite sad that 2013 almost done and i hope 2014 will be at least a year that can actually mean something to me. i hope so.

anyway, life must move on. though i didn't achieved anything but i am glad that i'm still alive and healthy and just yea be here today. ish i hate packing T_T so not looking forward for this holidays.